Khamis, 30 Oktober 2008

me! ARTISAN?...keirsey.com

All Artisans (SPs) share the following core characteristics:
Artisans tend to be fun-loving, optimistic, realistic, and focused on the here and now
Artisans pride themselves on being unconventional, bold, and spontaneous.
Artisans make playful mates, creative parents, and troubleshooting leaders.
Artisans are excitable, trust their impulses, want to make a splash, seek stimulation, prize freedom, and dream of mastering action skills.Artisans are the temperament with a natural ability to excel in any of the arts, not only the fine arts such as painting and sculpting, or the performing arts such as music, theater, and dance, but also the athletic, military, political, mechanical, and industrial arts, as well as the "art of the deal" in business.
Artisans are most at home in the real world of solid objects that can be made and manipulated, and of real-life events that can be experienced in the here and now. Artisans have exceptionally keen senses, and love working with their hands. They seem right at home with tools, instruments, and vehicles of all kinds, and their actions are usually aimed at getting them where they want to go, and as quickly as possible. Thus Artisans will strike off boldly down roads that others might consider risky or impossible, doing whatever it takes, rules or no rules, to accomplish their goals. This devil-may-care attitude also gives the Artisans a winning way with people, and they are often irresistibly charming with family, friends, and co-workers.
Artisans want to be where the action is; they seek out adventure and show a constant hunger for pleasure and stimulation. They believe that variety is the spice of life, and that doing things that aren't fun or exciting is a waste of time. Artisans are impulsive, adaptable, competitive, and believe the next throw of the dice will be the lucky one. They can also be generous to a fault, always ready to share with their friends from the bounty of life. Above all, Artisans need to be free to do what they wish, when they wish. They resist being tied or bound or confined or obligated; they would rather not wait, or save, or store, or live for tomorrow. In the Artisan view, today must be enjoyed, for tomorrow never comes.
There are many Artisans, perhaps 30 to 35 percent of the population, which is good, because they create much of the beauty, grace, fun, and excitement the rest of us enjoy in life.
Ernest Hemingway, Franklin Delano Roosevelt, Bruce Lee, Amelia Earhart, Bob Dylan, Barbra Streisand, Elvis Presley, Elizabeth Taylor, Madonna, and President John F. Kennedy are examples of Artisans.

Jumaat, 24 Oktober 2008

I'm flying without wing

Cita2 masa kecik nk jadi tentera. Tengok abah pakai seragam tentera, fuyoooo segak giler. Besar sikit, tahun 3, tukar pulak, aku nak jadi lawyer, pastu abah aku cakap baik jadi pensyarah. Umur meningkat lagi, cita2 bertukar lagi. Masuk sekolah teknik, amik course kejuruteraan awam, kononnya nak jadi arkitek! Lukisan Kejuruteraan aku la yg paling bodoh sekali kat kelas aku, mcmne nak jadi Arkitek! Bila masuk matrik aku dah tak pk nak jadi ape. Ikut je flow yg Tuhan tentukan. Aku tak pernah terfikir pun nak jadi mcm sekarang. Researcher...heheehe.Harap2 aku dapat menyumbang sesuatu untuk semua.
Tapi sekarang aku pk pulak, best sgt ke jadi researcher? Teruk2 buat keje pun belum tentu dapat apa yg kita inginkan. (Kata2 org yg sedang bengong)

Khamis, 23 Oktober 2008

house mate

Malam isnin & rabu, kalo tak ke lab aku n housemate akan layan cd. Tak kisahlah apa citer. Maklumla malam senin & rabu mana ada citer best pun.Pricen hour dah habis 22 cd. Semalam sty away from heaven, baru 3 cd. Malam ni, malam khamis ada citer seram kat tv3. Alamak seram lak aku kat lab ni dok sorang2. ADIOS la , nak balik, dh kecut perut!

Selasa, 21 Oktober 2008

burden..kini tiada lagi

dah 3 bulan, seems like i did nothing for my master. I put all my effort to TACROLIMUS, but rezeki takde. So pagi Isnin, yg ahadnya aku telah melarikan diri dengan balik ke kg. Konon2nya TENSION, aku memberanikan diri berjumpa dengan supervisor aku. Dengan berdebar2 aku aku menyuarakan hasrat nak tukar projek. Aku tak nak buang masa aku. Aku agak yakin dengan drug yg satu lagi ni, Tamoxifen. It gives me a positive result. Malam sebelumnya aku tak dapat tido, pk kan jawapan yg patut aku berikan. Kalo Dr Teh, tanya macam ni, aku kena jawab macam ni...n sosososo
Nmapaknya supervisor aku agak positive, Why should i continue with something that I did not confident to work with right?
YAHOOOOOOOO aku berjaya tukar project, Hopefully satu hari nanti aku tau kenapa extraction method untuk Tacrolimus tak dapat.

Life very good!

Really, time to enjoy, make it fun baby!
Having fun trying..sound weird!
Do I need to change my sechedule? Instead of spendimg my night in lab, why don’t come early in the morning, do my lab work n go back on time?
To think about it..Lately, I am very scared. Scared!Just could’nt control my emotion. Dunno why! Feel like someone is watching what I am doing escp when I am alone!

Jumaat, 17 Oktober 2008

terkurung dlm bilik air


Ni la budak yg mengurung mamanya dlm bilik air

Setiap kali aku terpandang gambar anak buah aku yg sorang ni, sure aku teringat peristiwa di mana dia telah menguncikan mama dia dlm bilik air. Hani..Hani..Hani,,,,,Haru biru kakak ipar aku dlm bilik air. It happen masa umor dia setahun lebih.Boleh pulak si kecik tu gi selak kunci bilik. Nah budak umor setahun mana larat nak kuarkan balik selak tu. Berejam kakak ipar aku duduk dalam bilik air. Dia nangis tak ingat, sorang panggil mama...sorang lagi panggil anak kat luar. Budak tu apalagi nangis tak ingat la. Bila abang aku balik dari kerja, dok heran, asal anak dia nangis....panggil mama dia, tak menyahut. Bila tanya anak dia mama mana....dia tunjuk bilik air. Bukak pintu bilik air, tengok muka mama, alahai kesian kena kurung!Anak buah aku apa lagi melompat la kat mama dia.Dari pemantauan aku terhadap abang aku, anak2 dia memang rapat dngan dia. Baik lelaki, maupun perempuan. Kebetulan ari tu, mak aku ajak tido ngan dia kat luar. Abang aku n family dia tido kat depan tv. Mak aku dah tengah siapkan sarapan pagi. Si kecik sekali, Nawfal, bangun je tido, terus panggil ayah dia, sampai la ayah dia menyahut. Nasib baik aku dah bangun, biasanya kalo nak soh aku bangun, abang aku akan letakkan anak dia atas aku, pastu blah. Aku memang pantang sikit ngan budak2 ni. Habis aku gomol!

Khamis, 16 Oktober 2008

Kena percaya!



Yg membeazakan seseorang disisi Tuhan adalah tahap keimanannya. It apply to kita gak. The situation is like this; gifted person, they did not have to read (for an example) twice or more to understand but fo slow learner like me I have to do so, maybe 4th times! I always remind myself that you have to be hardworking so u can setara with them...If the gifted person do not use their intelligent, so kan dah rugi...
Kita diberikan kepintaran yg berbeza. Mungkin aku ada kelebihan dari satu sudut, tapi bab lain aku paling bengong.
Kalaupun kita dah melakukan yg terbaik untuk diri kita, tapi kalau Tuhan kata memang bukan rezeki kita, maka terima ia dengan hati terbuka. Percaya atau tidak kita akan jadi lebih kuat. Stress membuatkan kita jadi lebih tabah. Hadapi hari dengan senyuman. Along the way walaupun kita tak dapat apa yg kita nak, percayalah kita pasti belajar sesuatu.Tak percaya? Kena percaya jugak!

Khamis, 9 Oktober 2008

peringatan utk diri sendiri

masa tak boleh nak diundurkan semula..semua tinggal kenangan. Tiada lagi gelak tawa, hanya wajah2 sedih yg dapat aku lihat. Kalau dulu, suasana akan jadi tak terkawal, gamat dengan hilai tawa kini sebaliknya. "malas la mamak nak tangkap gambar, nanti kilan (korang) sodih". Takde ape yg pelik bila mamak respond macam tu....

Malam berbeku berjalan, mamak hanya memandang kami yg tengah kelam kabut dari jauh. Biasanya dia akan heboh complain sana sini. Bukannya apa, tu adalah sebahagian dari cara mamak melayan anak buahnya....masa tu tak rasa apa pun, tapi sekarang ni, bila pk balik.....ya tu adalah petanda.

Pada pakcik pian, mamak ada menyatakan yg lepas ni dia takkan guna lagi kereta, bilamana pakcik pian tanya pasal lama mana lagi hutang dgn bank. Setelah ketiadaanya barulah semua perasan akan petanda2 terseabut. Mana la nak terpikirkan perkara2 macam tu. Hari ahad abah, mak, makwe & pakwe hantar mamak ke HKL selepas arwah mengadu sakit dada sebelum berlangsungnya acara pertunanngan Anzalna. Aku hanya sempat bertanya khabar arwah melalui emak.

Mak sejak dari jam 1 pagi lagi telah menelefon aku. Bukan setakat tu jer, pakcik, makcik, sepupu sepapat, abang, adik aku telah cuba menghubungi aku.

Pagi tersebut memang terfikir nak menelefon arwah bertanya kan khabar.Bateri telefon pulak dah habis. Samapai kat lab, aku cocok telepon tok charge,tak perasan plak yg charger tu sebenarnya charger yg dah rosak. Dlam jam 10, Wani yg tengah jaga pameran kat BioMalaysia menelefon menyampaikan berita kematian mamak.

Aku tak terkilan sangat sebab masih sempat menziarah beliau buat kali terakhir.

Kepada kawan2ku diluar sana, pastikan hp ada ada bateri k


Isnin, 6 Oktober 2008

surprise!